I still have a bunch of packages stuck in the corner of my room. I feel so moody lately, feel so lazy to talk and just sinking deep in my own world. Hope i'll get better and get out from this shell. 😓 The weather in my town is sooo warm huhu, there is no more rain - I hate eczema 😢.I also hate it when my sinusitis symptoms hit me so badly. It's really sucks. I feel headache, facial pain, runny nose all the day, and my body feel so weak. Really want to go to the doctor again to make my sinus infection getting better, but at this moment, i don't want to take a risk by go out and meet doctor. I'll be back to see my doctor after Corona over, maybe..My sinus infection is the biggest reason why i always feel hesitate everytime i have a singing session. i was wasting time didn't take any chance in music and i have to say the reason why i'm not ready for it before my sinusitis gone, or at least getting better..Anxiety killing me softly, and i felt so guilty. Eventhough i already have one album released worldwide last year and i'll start working to make my 2nd album after Corona over, I have to work more harder, play hide and seek with my sinusitis symptoms everytime i want to sing. I have to take the medicine with higher dosage, so the symptoms will not ruin my recording session/singing schedule..There is always a obstacles ruin my way to reach every pieces of my biggest dreams, but i will never giving up. I'll be back again, i'll give the best version of myself. ....... #JapaneseBeauty #oshare #makeup #kawaii #kawaiigirl #beauty #style #girls #fashion #harajukugirl #harajuku #japan #モデル  #メイク  #ヘアアレンジ #オシャレ  #メイク #ファッション #ガール #かわいい #cute #beautiful #IndonesianBlogger #BeautyBlogger #BeautyBloggerIndonesia #ClozetteID