I'm a total control freak and apparently (something that i never really consider myself to be before) quite a perfectionists, i am my own worst critics and i expect a little bit too much out of myself sometimes.

It's been 3 days where i feel like i've done nothing and it's making me feel even worse (on top of already feeling miserable. When men says PMS is not a thing, i'd like them to be injected with hormones similar to what we have during PMS and see how they handle the emotional rollercoaster), i've planned to do a makeup look (or 2, being an over achiever that i am) but the severe allergy attacks (i got huge bumps on my face), the lack of sleep due to the itchiness and the overall shitty feeling you get during PMS, i just couldn't force myself to do anything.

We all should be a little kinder to ourselves too and cut some slack, we are all experiencing some sort of stress and trauma, whether or not we even realize it, after all our normal life has just been cut and forced to be shelved for a few months already, it's only normal.

I am trying to give myself some time, to do nothing and let this emotional waves tide over, and tell myself i am not a failure just because of that.
Tomorrow we can start again.

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