#Repost from Clozette Ambassador @fanny_blackrose.

I don’t need to defend nor explain my decision to anyone. It’s my life ❤️ #happyisdecision
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Coping with trauma takes so much more energy and life-force than i realize. It likes I am not in the mood of doing anything, but internally I am doing so much work. It takes energy to heal.
It takes energy to survive.
It takes energy to cope.
Somehow the situation gives me long-pause, to do the things i usually do.
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However, as time has passed, I have learned to be grateful for all the things that brought me through. Survival sometimes requires change. Often, it demands it.
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What i need, what i desire, what i can tolerate, what i seek out might be changed now. Taking care of myself is most important.
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#peaceful #sunset #blessed #grateful #thankful #doublesix #baliindonesia #balibeach #loveofmylife #lovemyself #idontplaniplay #idontplanipray #clozette #clozetteid #workingmom #survivor #workingmomlifestyle #livingmybestlife #shootoniphone #iphonegraphy

BTS bukan kpop idol.. #sunsetphotography #balisunset #balibeach #ClozetteID #radenayublog

silau ⛵☀️.. #bikini #balibeach #melastibeach #pantaimelasti #balibeachclub #radenayublog #Clozetteid

Pantai terindah... 🏝️.. #nusapenida #diamondbeach #balibeach #nusapenidabeach #ClozetteID #radenayublog

Gak perlu ke beach club rame untuk liat sunset di Canggu 🌅.. #radenayublog #balibeach #baliindonesia #bali2020 #balilife #baliphotography #canggubali #ClozetteID #travelphotography

Back then : why you snap so many pics? I only need 1 or 2 that's good to post!Now : scrambling to find every single nice vacay pics in different angles that wasn't already posted 🤣.Blame Covid ofc! #throwback #pinkinbali #bali #beach #clozetteid #sbybeautyblogger #beautynesiamember #influencer #beautyinfluencer #jalanjalan #wanderlust #blogger #bbloggerid #beautyblogger #indonesianblogger #surabayablogger #travelblogger #indonesianbeautyblogger #travelinfluencer #girl #surabayainfluencer #travel #trip #pinkjalanjalan #ootd #ootdid #BeauteFemmeCommunity #pandawabeach #holidayfashion #balibeach

Swipe left for something delicious..Setelah 9 bulan gak ke pantai, finally pecah telor juga. Tinggal padahal gak sampai 10 km dr pantai. Semoga Bumi makin sehat ya, biar cepat pulih..Ps. Yuk ritual full moon!. #sanur #sanurbeach #balibeach #bigsizeindonesia #bigsizebali #plussizebali #plussizeindonesia #plussizebikini #bigsizebikini #howtowear #swimmingpools #clozetteid #plussizebeauty #plussizestyle #bali #summer #happy #bikiniplussize #plussizefashion #fat #plussizeandhappy #plussummer #summerplus #instacurves #bikiniplus. #vinaootd

It was unexpected plan to meet you. Then, I started to believe that Allah always have a better plan for you, for me, for us._because our life sometimes doesn’t always work the way we have planned it before. There might be a little surprise egg, that add joys in this beautiful journey 🙂........... #motd #clozetteid #instabeauty #sky #quotes #potd #lookbook #ootd #fotd #clozetteid #얼짱 #셀피 #picoftheday #bblogger #lifestyleblogger #dailylife #canon #mood #clozetter #prettyinstyle #traveller #outfitoftheday #beach #lookbookindo #lookbookindonesia #fashion #elltravellingtime #bali #pandawabeach #balisky #balibeaches

Today's sunset.Hari ini rame pantainya, ada wedding, ada foto-foto prewed (yes, full gown dress di pantai dengan deburan ombak), banyak yang selfie, bikin content, sampai minta foto sama bule cakep 🤣, namanya usaha ya bang, trus pulang kampung bilang itu pacar nya. _________ #beauty #carnellinstyle #love #amazingview #sunseabeach #Indonesia #orangesky #photooftheday #photography #sunsetphotography #igtravel #sky #clouds #sunsetsky #style #balibeach #ClozetteID #beach #sunset #travelwithCarnellin #colors #bali