I'm a total control freak and apparently (something that i never really consider myself to be before) quite a perfectionists, i am my own worst critics and i expect a little bit too much out of myself sometimes.

It's been 3 days where i feel like i've done nothing and it's making me feel even worse (on top of already feeling miserable. When men says PMS is not a thing, i'd like them to be injected with hormones similar to what we have during PMS and see how they handle the emotional rollercoaster), i've planned to do a makeup look (or 2, being an over achiever that i am) but the severe allergy attacks (i got huge bumps on my face), the lack of sleep due to the itchiness and the overall shitty feeling you get during PMS, i just couldn't force myself to do anything.

We all should be a little kinder to ourselves too and cut some slack, we are all experiencing some sort of stress and trauma, whether or not we even realize it, after all our normal life has just been cut and forced to be shelved for a few months already, it's only normal.

I am trying to give myself some time, to do nothing and let this emotional waves tide over, and tell myself i am not a failure just because of that.
Tomorrow we can start again.

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#pinkhotel #stylenanda
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Being a girl means i need extra love, understanding and sweetness at least once a month... #stylenandapinkhotel #pinkhotel #stylenanda #cafebangkok #bangkokcafe #bangkok #pinkinthailand #clozetteid #sbybeautyblogger #beautynesiamember #bloggerceria #influencer #jalanjalan #wanderlust #blogger #indonesianblogger #surabayablogger #travelblogger #indonesianbeautyblogger #indonesiantravelblogger #girl #surabayainfluencer #travel #trip #pinkjalanjalan #bloggerperempuan #asian #thailand #bunniesjalanjalan #pinkinbangkok

Happy Sunday, beautiful people!Daripada stress dan butek (kayak aq yg lagi PMS), jalan-jalan virtual /throwback lagi aja deh. Bersyukur loh ternyata jadi hoarder to ada bagusnya juga di masa2 seperti ini hahaha, always a silver lining in every storm 🤣🤣🤣. Btw, aq suka banget sama packaging (dan blow up mock nya ofc) 3CE yang kayak Polly Pocket ini (meskipun aq tetep ga beli karena 3CE mahal ah 🙊🙊🙊, aku lebih prefer belanja merk2 makeup Thailand aja kalo lagi jj ksana, bagus2 lucu2 meskipun rata2 nyolong packaging Korea hahaha, tapi ga nolak kalo ada yg mau sponsorin 3CE sih 🤣🤣🤣), nostalgic banget karena selain Barbie, mainan fave aku waktu kecil tu Polly Pocket.Anak jaman sekarang tau Polly Pocket ga? Mereka ada lagi sih tp ga sama, jadi gede2 gitu ga seru 😣, Polly Pocket jamanku kecil2 super mini (choking hazard abis 🤣🤣🤣) dan aq inget banget pertama kali punya Polly Pocket tu dibeliin ccku pas dia pulang dari US (aq beda 11 taon sama ccku, jadi waktu dia k US sekitar late teensnya dia aq masih krucil hahaha), amazed banget sama mainan itu, thus began my obsession with Polly Pocket (dan nambah stress mamaku karena tambah banyak mainan yang aq minta hahaha, dulu Barbie ku aja ratusan 🤣🤣🤣). Kalo kalian, apa childhood toy favorite kalian? #stylenandapinkhotel #pinkhotel #stylenanda #cafebangkok #bangkokcafe #bangkok #pinkinthailand #clozetteid #sbybeautyblogger #beautynesiamember #bloggerceria #influencer #jalanjalan #wanderlust #blogger #indonesianblogger #surabayablogger #travelblogger #indonesianbeautyblogger #indonesiantravelblogger #girl #surabayainfluencer #travel #trip #pinkjalanjalan #bloggerperempuan #asian #thailand #bunniesjalanjalan #pinkinbangkok

Sometimes i like to be a little silly... Okay more like all the time 🙄. #throwback
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#linevillage #itchyfeet #travelinfluencer
#traveltheworld
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#pinkinthailand
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Kucing2 di rumah hari ini belum dikasih makan...🐱🐾🐈😺😸 Sebentar ya, Puuus.... 😻🐾 #wheninthailand #bangkok #traveler #balqis57travel #wanderlust #clozetteid #catsaturday

kapan kita kemana lagi ???- #stayhome #dirumahaja #dirumahajadulu #covid19 #corona #quarantine #influencer #indotravellers #bangkok #thailand #watpho #indotravelvidgram #instatravel #instatraveling #instatravelgram #wonderful_places #passionpassport #welivetoexplore #positivevibes #clozette #clozetteid #likeforlikes #photooftheday #photography #lifestyle #ootd #lookbook #2gethertheseries #sarawat #blogger

One of our favorite temples in #chiangmai #watchediluang 😍⁣⁣Aku pribadi sangat merekomendasikan Chiangmai ! Memang nggak serame Bangkok sih (yaialah). Night marketnya selalu bikin kangen.⁣⁣Nanti kalau corona udah kelar, mau balik lagi ke Chiangmai. Pengen mampir ke temple lainnya.⁣⁣Btw, sama kayak Bali nih, Chiangmai juga jadi pilihan digital nomad buat stay. Nyaman banget cooy! Aku aja yang hanya bobok di hostel murah, berasa nyaman banget 😅.⁣ #clozetteid

Did any of you sometimes get confused with our circumstances for a while and thought that it was just a dream too?

#throwback
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#traveltheworld
#bangkok
#pinkinthailand
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Do you think i found the fountain of youth?
Anyway, i will definitely blog about @linevillagebangkok
Sometime down the road, lemme just try to clear out my older travels first.

#throwback
#linevillagebangkok
#linevillage #itchyfeet #travelinfluencer
#traveltheworld
#bangkok
#pinkinthailand
#clozetteid #sbybeautyblogger #beautynesiamember #bloggerceria #influencer #jalanjalan #wanderlust #indonesianblogger #surabayablogger #travelblogger #indonesianbeautyblogger #indonesiantravelblogger #girl #surabayainfluencer #travel #trip #pinkjalanjalan #bloggerperempuan #asian #thailand #bunniesjalanjalan #pinkinbangkok