Taking a break from close up, indoor, quarantine posts with posting a set of throwback OOTD (throw way back when i still sport a full front bangs 🤣, it's been a long while) i never posted while sharing my musings about some deeper issues.

Sharing this picture reminds me how uncomfortable i was that day, i carry my weight around my arms and thighs (and face) the most, while i can tell you i have a flat tummy, i sometimes joke about how my arms are not for public consumption because i i find them hideous. Do i hate my body? I truly don't. After many many years of struggling, i have finally accepted my body, but that doesn't mean i have no inscecurities about them. Ofc i do. I would still wear this dress but in the future, for my own comfort, i will pair it with something that covers my arms. Not because i am ashamed of them though, but because i want and deserve to feel good and comfortable.

This is something that most people fail to understand, body acceptance and body positivity is not a movement to glorify obesity (and anorexia), it is a movement to celebrate and accept being able to love yourself regardless of your shape and weight.

It's also a bit sad how people (especially Indonesian 🤣, i guess it is the same for some Asian countries) are also so ready to remind us how flawed we are (i will be sharing some stories that i wasn't ready to share before but i think i am now) and how it's supposed to be okay to make fun/comment on other people's bodies - and when the person's offended, then he/she is petty/unreasonable/cannot take joke. That is effed up.

If any of you managed to read my whole caption, feel free to share with me your own insecurities and if you find me raising such issues to be interesting?

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May 26, 2020
Thank you.
For always been there, and make me be the best version of me.
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📷 : @pauluskevin
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NEW VIDEO UP ON MY CHANNEL! 😝
Link di bio ya guys

Finally bisa wear test @wardahbeauty lightening liquid foundation dan concealer yang terbaru huehehe.. sebelum review ini udh gue test ketahanan selama 8jam.

Beli di @toko_palugada di shopee nya..
Cuss cek reviewnya di youtube yaa..
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May 25, 2020Ehem. Waktu belom kenal" amat sama makeup. Foto aja beneran bare face 😑.Abis liat" gallery cari foto lama yang bisa di post, eh nemu ini 😅.📷 : @hizkia_michael. #clozette #clozetteID #beautiesquad #setterspace #beautybloggerindonesia #beautybloggerid #bloggerceriaid #bloggerceria #bloggermafia #beautynesiamemberblogger #charisceleb #beautygoersid #bloggerperempuan #sociollabloggernetwork #vsco #vscocam

I've received this @mamondeindonesia
True Color Lipstick from @glitzmediaco 's giveaway and since i am planning a full blown review on my blog, it's gonna take a little while but i thought i am going to give you a little update since i've been using 3 out of the 7 so far.

I love traditional lipstick bullets the most, so i did expect to enjoy this and i wasn't mistaken. It is smooth, with pretty good color payoff (it's soft tho so if you want like a very bold coverage then you gotta apply a few layers), has pretty shades, comfortable and the bold shades have beautiful staining effect.

So far the most muted and nuetral shade i tried is 08 that you can see me wearing in the previous photo.

I really enjoy these lipsticks but you gotta be patient for in depth review with swatches 😉. I have a copy of one of the shades and have decided to put it in one of my future giveaways, will you be interested to try it?

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Lebaran day 2
Gimana udh lebaran online belum sama keluarga, sanak saudara dan teman teman semua? Jangan lupa jaga tali silaturahmi yaa walau #dirumahaja
Niii kaya gue lebaran online sama sistur sistur onlen kece ku
@tasyasaskia @anash31 @yundafitriasa @agnesiaulfa @intanmayangga @fikaflsh @helodiyan @dininoviyanti @lulusy_98 @riskinuridad @rositarimuss @elshaaprilian
Sekali lagi selamat lebaran yaa semua❤
Stay safe, stay healthy❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
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Siapa disini yang jadi makin rajin maskeran selama #dirumahaja? 🤚🏻 Akhir-akhir ini aku lagi rutin pake sheet mask tiap malam sebelum tidur nih, biar kulit nggak terlihat kusam dan tetap lembab 🥰

Biasanya aku suka ngestock sheet mask yang tipis dan gampang nempel di wajah biar bisa maskeran sambil beraktivitas, salah satunya masker @maybena_official ini yang tipis banget cuma 0.02 mm! Tapi sayangnya bagian bawahnya agak nggak pas sama bentuk wajah aku 😂

Dan hasilnya? Langsung auto glowing ✨
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May 24, 2020Selamat hari raya buat kalian yang menjalankan [email protected] mengucapkan Mohon maaf lahir batin ya guys. Jangan lupa untuk tetap social distancing 🙏🏻. #MaCherieLebaranDariRumah #MintaMaafDariJauh. #clozette #clozetteID #beautiesquad #setterspace #beautybloggerindonesia #beautybloggerid #bloggerceriaid #bloggerceria #bloggermafia #beautynesiamemberblogger #charisceleb #beautygoersid #bloggerperempuan #sociollabloggernetwork #vsco #vscocam #cchannelfellas

Kami sekeluarga mengucapkan "Selamat Hari Raya Idul Fitri 1441 H, Minal Aidin Walfa'idzin Mohon Maaf Lahir dan Batin"❤ Semoga lebaran kali ini tetap membawa berkah walau cuma #dirumahaja ! Semangaat ya gengs.. semoga kita semua bisa bertemu di Ramadan dan Lebaran berikutnya dengan situasi yang sudah normal kembali.. amin.. aminn... aminn..
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