If you are always trying to be normal, you will never know how 𝐚𝐦𝐚𝐳𝐢𝐧𝐠 you can be. 🔑
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Long story short, I used to be a camera shy person since I was a kid. Tapi lama kelamaan sejak nyemplung ke dunia ini, my confidence grow up because I’m slowly accepting myself for who I am✨(tapi bukan berarti jadi kepedean yess. Semua yang berlebihan itu tidak baik 🙂)
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Nah aku jadi mulai tau nih angle bagus aku dari kanan. Dan gak pede kalau angle nya kiri. Jadi ttp aja masih ada kurangnya. Namanya juga manusia hehe..
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One day aku diharuskan photoshoot pake angle kiri karena satu dan lain hal. This photoshoot is my 1st photoshoot yang mau ga mau harus foto dari angle kiri daan mengharuskan pake softlens karena ini photoshoot utk sebuah brand softlens.
Before this event, aku gapernah pake softlens karena mata aku gak ada minus/silinder. At that time rasanya insecuuuuuree banget & paniik. Udah pake softlens susaaah bgtt karena 1st timer, dibantu pakein sama team, trus pake ada drama softlens nya robek lah dll.
Tapi mau gimana? The show must go on & I’ve been working hard to get to this point (keep telling myself this)
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So I push myself to the limit supaya semua ga sia-sia. Turns out, pas liat hasilnya,,, ternyata..!! Melampaui ekspektasi!! Ga nyangka my other side of my face bisa bagus juga kayak gini daaan aku merasa pake softlens makes me look prettier smh 😳? Up until now, aku jadi pede sama angle kiri dan tambah bisa accept all my flaws, & aku malah jadi ketagihan pake softlens!! So all this time cuman mindset aku aja yang insecure itu nganggep angle kiri aku kurang bagus.
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I believe, apapun yang terjadi dalam hidup kita itu pasti ada hikmah nya. Mungkin sekarang berasanya struggle, tapi kedepannya itu pasti bakal buat kita menjadi orang yang lebih kuat atau leads us to better things. Other than that, please have TRUST in yourself, be grateful for who you are & accept your flaws. Because there’s nothing you can’t do IF you FIGHT for it. Dan jangan lupa buang jauh” itu kata ‘INSECURE’ 😉

Love,
A.L ♥️
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#ALorrainestory pt 1.
Like for #part2! There are still so many things I haven’t told you that might inspire you ☺️
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Taking a break from close up, indoor, quarantine posts with posting a set of throwback OOTD (throw way back when i still sport a full front bangs 🤣, it's been a long while) i never posted while sharing my musings about some deeper issues.

Sharing this picture reminds me how uncomfortable i was that day, i carry my weight around my arms and thighs (and face) the most, while i can tell you i have a flat tummy, i sometimes joke about how my arms are not for public consumption because i i find them hideous. Do i hate my body? I truly don't. After many many years of struggling, i have finally accepted my body, but that doesn't mean i have no inscecurities about them. Ofc i do. I would still wear this dress but in the future, for my own comfort, i will pair it with something that covers my arms. Not because i am ashamed of them though, but because i want and deserve to feel good and comfortable.

This is something that most people fail to understand, body acceptance and body positivity is not a movement to glorify obesity (and anorexia), it is a movement to celebrate and accept being able to love yourself regardless of your shape and weight.

It's also a bit sad how people (especially Indonesian 🤣, i guess it is the same for some Asian countries) are also so ready to remind us how flawed we are (i will be sharing some stories that i wasn't ready to share before but i think i am now) and how it's supposed to be okay to make fun/comment on other people's bodies - and when the person's offended, then he/she is petty/unreasonable/cannot take joke. That is effed up.

If any of you managed to read my whole caption, feel free to share with me your own insecurities and if you find me raising such issues to be interesting?

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