Someone older and heavier set than me once talked slack about my appearance, age and fashion sense behind my back. Excuse me auntie, don't hate me because I'm forever young... Why don't you start taking care of your own self instead of talking smack about others?

What I wear, do, or look like is nobody's business, and it's sad when someone who was supposed to be a "friend" attack on your physical appearance to make them feel better about themselves.

Her name popped in my email today, that's why I'm reminded of this pathetic soul, otherwise she's out of my mind ofc 🤣.

If you have someone like this in your life, drop them. Or if it's someone you can't drop (coz we all know that sometimes family members can be the most toxic of all 😆), just try to avoid as much as you can and keep telling yourself that you're worth more than that.

Cheers on blocking toxic people from our lives 🍻🍻🍻!

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Not one for out of the box shots, but when @amandatorquiseIs around i will sure get some 🤣.This is us being halu AF because we are grounded in Surabaya on 2020! #ootd #ootdid #sbybeautyblogger #bblogger #bbloggerid #influencer #influencerindonesia #surabayainfluencer #beautyinfluencer #beautybloggerid #beautybloggerindonesia #bloggerceria #beautynesiamember #influencersurabaya #indonesianblogger #indonesianbeautyblogger #surabayablogger #surabayabeautyblogger #bloggerperempuan #clozetteid #sbybeautyblogger #girl #BeauteFemmeCommunity #notasize0 #surabayainfluencer #personalstyle #surabaya #effyourbeautystandards #celebrateyourself

Lots of commented on my "unusual" outfit, but actually i only have 2 styles : super girly+frilly+princessy and super casual black n white, i love both don't make me choose 🙈.Anyway, here's the outfit details :Oversize tee : @cottononid , it's actually men t-shirt, i love them and i think they look better on me than husby 🙊.Satin shorts : @zara .Crossbody : Next.Trainers : @skechersidn .RBF : 100% me.PS : Buat yg nebak2 ini dimana... Ini Grand City gais 🤣. #ootd #ootdid #sbybeautyblogger #bblogger #bbloggerid #influencer #influencerindonesia #surabayainfluencer #beautyinfluencer #beautybloggerid #beautybloggerindonesia #bloggerceria #beautynesiamember #influencersurabaya #indonesianblogger #indonesianbeautyblogger #surabayablogger #surabayabeautyblogger #bloggerperempuan #clozetteid #sbybeautyblogger #girl #BeauteFemmeCommunity #notasize0 #surabayainfluencer #personalstyle #surabaya #effyourbeautystandards #celebrateyourself

Seriously had too much fun doing this EGirl look, and I like how the pics turned out too so please excuse the amount of pic I decided to post 🤣.

You can check the details of the makeup too.

Btw I am currently obsessed with those dangly, connecting earrings (i don't know if they have a name?), I think I want to collect some now...

Fun fact : I have 6 pearcings on my ears because I may look fluffy n sweet now (or at least I try to be 🤣), but I was once a rebellious teenager too!

PS : I used 2 different lip tints and added gloss to create the deep, dark but juicy lips, before anyone asks.

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Gotta paint ma nails to suit the E-Girl theme!

Using @f2f.cosmetics black nail polish and @etudeofficial nail set but honestly none of them are all that recommended 😅, they do the job for the photo shoot tho.

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Ofc I decided to do an E-Girl look too, because I think most girls can relate to wanting to rock both styles depending on the mood, no?

This is a tribute to the emo teenage Mindy (ofc I had an emo phase too many many moons ago 🤣).

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Cosplaying as someone half my age 🤣.

Anyway, i do intend to be frozen in time and start lying about my age 🙊.

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Deetz of my soft girl look. FYI, this is the first time i attempt to use blush on my nose. It's not the easiest thing in the world since i love to contour my nose and it clash with the blush 😂.

I cannot draw if my life depended on it (but strangely i am very good at drawing eyeliners 😂, it's when i have to make a shape of something that i totally suck) so i use heart shaped applique for the heart. I have them in many different colors so you're gonna see them a lot 😂.

I also already planned to use pearly, shimmery pastel eyeshadows (although i knew i'd have to pile them on because they can be a b*tch to work with!) For the look and i am totally enjoying the result even though when i open my eyes widely you can't see the gradation. Story of tapered double eyelids...

Btw please excuse the crease, i used cream eyeshadow as a base to make the colors show up more but cream eyeshadows tend to crease on me and lately my falsies always seems to start falling off once i start taking pics..

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Banyak yang neror soal nama toko OS tas kerang 17k, nama Shopee nya Rafashop_Surabaya yeee, ga tau masih ada ga tas kerangnya kemarin pas aku meracun di grup banyak yang beli soalnya 🤣🤣🤣. Etapi ni tas kerang banyak yang jual kokk, tapi yang 17rb kayaknya emang cuma mereka sihh 🙈.

Happy hunting and please tag me kalo kalian beliii 😁.

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