-FULL FACE OF SHOPEE MAKEUP : Colorful Edition-

Here's the second look using all China brand makeups i bought at Shopee, exactly same products but using a lot more of the colorful shades in the PopFeel eyeshadow palette because i really want to test its pigmentation and blendability.

I also purposefully use the Rainbow Focallure highlighter all mixed up for this Alien/Mermaid (definitely will be using it for more character inspired looks) to show you how dominant the blue shade is.

Obviously not very wearable for everyday life (except i don't actually mind wearing rainbow eyeshadows out), but it's still fun regardless.

The lipstick is also the same as the wearable look, only difference is how i apply it. I wore it very lightly (it's not very pigmented btw) as sort of a tint in the wearable post while i applied several layers and really packing it in for this one.

Hope you enjoy this slightly more whimsical look too!

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-FULL FACE OF SHOPEE MAKEUP PRODUCT LIST-

1. LaMeila BB Cream ❎ : Nope. Not the worst BB Cream (Daiso's is 🤣) but it's bad. More like a very heavy tinted moisturizer than anything, very pasty white too. Try local brands (Purbasari has a good one) for very affordable and good quality base.
2. Banxeer Concealer ❎ : Nope. Again not the worst ever (Daiso's is 🤣🤣🤣) but nowhere near good. I'd spend a little more and get a drugstore/Korean brands one.
3. LaMeila Compact Powder ❎ : NO! One of the worst compact powders i've tried 😳, although the packaging is pretty. It's totally useless.
4. PopFeel Eyeshadow 15 shades ☑️ : it's good! Not hard, not chalky, pigmented and easy to blend!
5. D n M Liquid Eyeliner ☑️ : Pigmented, easy to use. The point is slightly sharp and can hurt a bit tho 😳.
6. LaMeila Eyebrow ❎ : too creamy, wayyy too creamy and the shape is too awkward. Stick to local brands!
7. Otwoo Eyeliner Pencil ☑️ : exceeding my expectation! Pigmented and easy to use. Non smudging.
8. Otwoo Contour Palette ☑️ : seems like this brand is pretty good! The contour palette is pretty nice!
9. Focallure Rainbow Highlighter ☑️ : pretty, but if you are looking for a everyday use, make sure you only use the top 3 shades combined. The blue is too pigmented if you swirl it around.
10. Novo Blush On ☑️ : looks a bit scary on the pan but actually very natural and easy to use. Another one that exceeded my expectation.
11. Miss Rose Matte Lipstick ☑️ : it's okay, although it's not matte (like its name), i hate the smell (it smells cheap 😳), the end shade is very different than the bullet (it's dark mauve in the bullet) and when it arrived the bullet was wobbly and almost off the casing, but it's wearable and still pretty nice in general.
Thoughts?

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-FULL FACE OF SHOPEE MAKEUP : Wearable Edition-

Okay, you can buy the makeup outside of shopee, technically this is full face of China brands makeup but full face of Shopee Makeup sounds a lot more interesting 🤣. Please note that i consider this a makeup challenge (i always love "full face of" challenges, especially the weird ones. I love to watch full face of Wish makeup videos and the closest thing we have to Wish would be Shopee, i guess? I did a full face of kids makeup back in the day and it was also so much fun!) In NO WAY i am recommending or endorsing using Chinese makeup brands that are not BPOM certified yet (some of the products used has BPOM tho!), I just love a challenge and i believe skill matters more than the quality/price of the makeup so i want to see if i can use such low priced products (again, not all of them are super cheap either) and make myself look good regardless, well. I LOVE how the makeup turned out so personally i think i totally smashed the challenge 🤣. While i am not encouraging anyone to buy these makeup, i know a lot of people does anyway so i would be listing the products used in the next post and give brief thoughts on each so if you do want to buy them, you know which one you can consider and which one you should never even think of.

Honestly, i had sooo much fun doing this and i think imma continue doing it with different brands to see if i can a brand that actually impressed me.

Oh, i also have a second look using all of the same products (just different shades mostly) that i will show you later.

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When it comes to experiences with toxic or simply ignorant people, i have too many to count. Today imma share one that is the most recent incident.A few months back i was asked for a TV interview. Most of you probably don't know because i don't want people who knows me watch me so i usually keep quiet about it 🤣, but i've been interviewed on national TVs a few times and a lot more times on radios.My mistake was not asking the producer what the interview was going to be about, assuming that we would be talking about my community-Couldn't be more more wrong.When the team arrived and the producer began telling me about the topic, i started to have a sinking feeling. The fact that she didn't even know who i am really and my community is a total red flag. The topic is about how you shouldn't judge women by their physical appearance. Apparently she saw me in another media's segment and i can bet she picked me because i am clearly heavier than the other girls in the video.Things got worse when i realize the MC (who is a very vapid, shallow type who made stupid remarks nonstop) never saw the questionnaire before and she was basically let loose to run her mouth. The interview turned out to be me mostly listening to her yapping and sometimes body shaming me 🤣. She was also being very passive aggresive the whole time and giving me backhanded compliments.One minute she'd tell me i'm really pretty and has great fashion sense, and the next she'd go "so why did your husband fell for you if we're not supposed to judge people by their physical appearance?", Which is the dumbest thing ever because where is the correlation? FYI, i was very popular in Uni and my husband did fell solely for my looks in the beginning. True story. #ootd #ootdid #mybodymyrules #sbybeautyblogger #bblogger #bbloggerid #influencer #influencerindonesia #surabayainfluencer #beautyinfluencer #beautybloggerid #beautybloggerindonesia #bloggerceria #beautynesiamember #influencersurabaya #indonesianblogger #indonesianbeautyblogger #surabayablogger #surabayabeautyblogger #bloggerperempuan #clozetteid #girl #asian #notasize0 #personalstyle #surabaya #effyourbeautystandards #celebrateyourself

Words cuts.

Too often people finds it so easy to say things that they think is funny, or means nothing - just some flippant words for a cheap or two, but for some (i would say a lot) those words cuts. Deeper than you ever thought and for plenty of us who feels more, we carry it with us like scars.

I'm used to be teased, being bigger than your average petite Asian stereotypes, even when i was once skin and bones, i was never skinny enough for people to stop commenting about my body.

With my demeanor (i am naturally shy, some people mistaken my shyness as bitchiness and sometimes arrogance but when you are older than me/someone i know/a friend of a friend then i tend to hide my shyness with jokes and laughter - which again people mistaken as a welcome sign to say demeaning jokes about me) and my years-younger-appareance (young uns, i'm probably old enough to be your mother) it's just so easy to get too comfortable to say stupid things to me and think that it's okay.

What's weirder to me? Is those people who attacks with their snakey tounges usually have their own weight problems (on both spectrums), this makes me believe that it's their own inability to accept and love their bodies that makes them bitter with the way i love mine. Sad people are pathetic, in their minds others who they think shares their problem (although honestly, they are usually a lot bigger than me) should be as sad and bothered as them, therefore they try to bring you down by saying mean things about you.

Have you ever think people who says mean things about you this way? Coz i know for a fact that it's true... Why can't we all be a little kinder, a little more cautious with our words?
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Taking a break from close up, indoor, quarantine posts with posting a set of throwback OOTD (throw way back when i still sport a full front bangs 🤣, it's been a long while) i never posted while sharing my musings about some deeper issues.Sharing this picture reminds me how uncomfortable i was that day, i carry my weight around my arms and thighs (and face) the most, while i can tell you i have a flat tummy, i sometimes joke about how my arms are not for public consumption because i i find them hideous. Do i hate my body? I truly don't. After many many years of struggling, i have finally accepted my body, but that doesn't mean i have no inscecurities about them. Ofc i do. I would still wear this dress but in the future, for my own comfort, i will pair it with something that covers my arms. Not because i am ashamed of them though, but because i want and deserve to feel good and comfortable.This is something that most people fail to understand, body acceptance and body positivity is not a movement to glorify obesity (and anorexia), it is a movement to celebrate and accept being able to love yourself regardless of your shape and weight.It's also a bit sad how people (especially Indonesian 🤣, i guess it is the same for some Asian countries) are also so ready to remind us how flawed we are (i will be sharing some stories that i wasn't ready to share before but i think i am now) and how it's supposed to be okay to make fun/comment on other people's bodies - and when the person's offended, then he/she is petty/unreasonable/cannot take joke. That is effed up.If any of you managed to read my whole caption, feel free to share with me your own insecurities and if you find me raising such issues to be interesting? #ootd #ootdid #mybodymyrules #sbybeautyblogger #bblogger #bbloggerid #influencer #influencerindonesia #surabayainfluencer #beautyinfluencer #beautybloggerid #beautybloggerindonesia #bloggerceria #beautynesiamember #influencersurabaya #indonesianblogger #indonesianbeautyblogger #surabayablogger #surabayabeautyblogger #bloggerperempuan #clozetteid #girl #asian #notasize0 #personalstyle #surabaya #effyourbeautystandards #celebrateyourself

Swipe for eye makeup detail of this accidental My Little Mermaid 🧜‍♀️🧜‍♀️🧜‍♀️ look (this wasn't planned) because nowadays it feels like sin to put on makeup and not take as many pics as possible 😳. On the 💋 : @mamondeindonesia True Color Lipstick in 08.

Anyway, lots of you were commenting on those starfishes, there is a story behind them and it's quite amusing. Would you like to hear it?

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Eid Mubarak to all my Moslem friends and followers from this accidental little Mermaid 😁. Please stay safe to make sure you and your loved ones are going to be able to have a huge Eid celebration next year 😘🙏🙏🙏. I lost track of time (which is all the time during this self quarantine) so i forgot to make a special Eid look (i also forgot to do a Christmas one last year) but i did wore green eyeshadows in this and i think the color scheme still works for Eid look (i always associated Eid with green) 😁. PS : it seems that i accidentally posted a rather controversial issue last night 😅, my IG story view has doubled overnight (which is always a plus). No matter where you stand in this debate, please know that i respect your view so i hope you can respect mine. I don't understand why people seems not to be able to agree to disagree these days.
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Can't go out and dress up so my current obsession is silky bath robe, full face of makeup and and diamond rings.
We can stay at home and still be glam, yes.. #quarantine #quarantinemakeup #dirumahaja #clozetteid #sbybeautyblogger #makeup #ilovemakeup #clozetteid #sbybeautyblogger #makeup #bloggerceria #makeuplook #softmakeup #ilovemakeup
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