I owe it to myself,
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Menjawab pertanyaan kapannya (yang sebenernya udah agak lama tapi terus aq lupa hahaha) waktu aq sering upload makeup look pake eyeshadow warna-warni.. Sebenernya banyak yang udah aq jawabin pribadi sih tapi makin banyak yang nanya jadi aq jawabin di sini aja skalian yah (semoga ga pada males baca 😣, sedih banyak yg komen nanya sesuatu yg aq jelaskan di caption). Jadi eyeshadownya sendiri aq pakenya random banget, palette2 seadanya haha yg 88 warna apa entah berapa itu. Bukan dan well known brand juga, kualitasnya juga gitu deh 😒 super meh. Very chalky dan ga pigmented, abis d pakein tebel2 pas noleh balik lg eh udah pudar warnanya 🤣. Terus kok bisa keluar gitu warna-warnanya di foto, bahkan yang pastel-pastel? Base nya donkk.

Jadi kalo kita pake base yang oke, bahkan eyeshadow yg sux skalipun bisa tertolong banget. Base fave aq? Super murah n gampang dicari, @viva.cosmetics Eye Base Gel aja! Ini so far fave aku, karena aq suka texturenya yg ringan banget dan ga merubah warna eyeshadow. Aq prefer primer yg gel gini daripada yang creamy, bikin warna keluar banget, eyeshadow awet seharian dan ga creasing.

So apapun eyeshadownya, kalo mau lebih pigmented dan awet, pakein primer aja. Buat yang mikir emang primer penting? Ya emang make a difference gitu, jadi ya penting buat yang pengen eye look nya lebih on. So far udah banyak banget tmn n followers yang nanya dan aku rekomen in Viva ini dan pada cocok, ngga rugi juga kok kalo nyobain terus merasa kurang, seingetku harganya cuma belasan ribu aja - nothing to lose 🤣. Semoga menjawab pertanyaan kalian dan membantu ya!

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I’m coming,for everything I DESERVE [email protected] tutorial :BASE CUSHION - Lakme Primer + Matte Cushion Foundation | FAIRBASE POWDER - Lakme Classics Reinvent Skin Brightening Compact Powder | FAIRLIPS - Lakme Classics Reinvent Liquid Matte | ROSEWOOD (inner) // NECTAR (outer) [SWIPE TO 2nd SLIDE]-Mini review will up really soon on my Instagram stories 🙈 Ohya, bakal ada GIVEAWAY 4 pcs @lakmemakeup Classics Reinvent Skin Brightening Compact Powder loh. Stay tune ☘️... #clozetteid #lakme #lakmemakeup #lakmecompactpowder #lakmeclassicreinvent #compactpowder #tephcollaboration #liquidmatte #lakmecushion #cushionfoundation #influencersurabaya #influencerjakarta

Story of the starfishes.. A lot of you were focusing on the starfishes on my accidental little mermaid posts and some of you want to hear the story behind it. So i've always been obsessed with unicorn and mermaids and i also love the idea of doing inspired looks for contents (which remained an idea lol, until now that i'm in self quarantined and forced to be creative - which i actually enjoy) so i really wanted a starfish hair pin, and i began searching at Shopee. Found one immediately that caught my eyes with nice reviews so i didn't hesitate to order it. Keep in mind, i really thought it'd be a plastic/resin hair clip.And this arrived 😳😳😳. As you can see from the photos, they are clearly REAL starfishes wth. Real, plucked from the ocean and dried , glued to a pin and sent to my home 😳😳😳. I freaked out when they arrived because, who would put dead animals in their hair (turned out i would, but for a reason) as an accessory wth - what's worse is... They... Freaking... Stinks 🤣🤣🤣. They smell super fishy like dried snack would be omo.For months i kept them in a plastic zip in my drawer, wishing they would smell a little less (they never did) because i don't have the heart to throw it away. Those starfishes have died (i am def against unnecessary animal killings) and i don't want it to be for nothing. So when i took those pics, i had to hold my breath and battle with inner screams while shoving the smaller one on my hair - i also had to immediately wash my hand because i do not want to smell like teripang 😳😳😳. And that is the story behind those starfishes that stole the show. They are back in their ziplock, stored away in a drawer right now. #clozetteid #lifestyle #starfish #alittlestory #littlemermaid #sbybeautyblogger #fashion #bloggerindonesia #bloggerceria #beautynesiamember #influencer #surabayablogger #SurabayaBeautyBlogger #princessy #indonesianlifestyleblogger #beautybloggerindonesia #surabayainfluencer #bloggerperempuan #indonesianfemalebloggers #indonesianblogger #influencersurabaya #lifestyleinfluencer #lifestyleblogger #imissthesea #storytime #indonesianlifestyleblogger #aesthetic #girlytaste #surabaya

When it comes to experiences with toxic or simply ignorant people, i have too many to count. Today imma share one that is the most recent incident.

A few months back i was asked for a TV interview. Most of you probably don't know because i don't want people who knows me watch me so i usually keep quiet about it 🤣, but i've been interviewed on national TVs a few times and a lot more times on radios.

My mistake was not asking the producer what the interview was going to be about, assuming that we would be talking about my community-Couldn't be more more wrong.

When the team arrived and the producer began telling me about the topic, i started to have a sinking feeling. The fact that she didn't even know who i am really and my community is a total red flag. The topic is about how you shouldn't judge women by their physical appearance. Apparently she saw me in another media's segment and i can bet she picked me because i am clearly heavier than the other girls in the video.

Things got worse when i realize the MC (who is a very vapid, shallow type who made stupid remarks nonstop) never saw the questionnaire before and she was basically let loose to run her mouth. The interview turned out to be me mostly listening to her yapping and sometimes body shaming me 🤣. She was also being very passive aggresive the whole time and giving me backhanded compliments.

One minute she'd tell me i'm really pretty and has great fashion sense, and the next she'd go "so why did your husband fell for you if we're not supposed to judge people by their physical appearance?", Which is the dumbest thing ever because where is the correlation? FYI, i was very popular in Uni and my husband did fell solely for my looks in the beginning.
True story.
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Words cuts.

Too often people finds it so easy to say things that they think is funny, or means nothing - just some flippant words for a cheap or two, but for some (i would say a lot) those words cuts. Deeper than you ever thought and for plenty of us who feels more, we carry it with us like scars.

I'm used to be teased, being bigger than your average petite Asian stereotypes, even when i was once skin and bones, i was never skinny enough for people to stop commenting about my body.

With my demeanor (i am naturally shy, some people mistaken my shyness as bitchiness and sometimes arrogance but when you are older than me/someone i know/a friend of a friend then i tend to hide my shyness with jokes and laughter - which again people mistaken as a welcome sign to say demeaning jokes about me) and my years-younger-appareance (young uns, i'm probably old enough to be your mother) it's just so easy to get too comfortable to say stupid things to me and think that it's okay.

What's weirder to me? Is those people who attacks with their snakey tounges usually have their own weight problems (on both spectrums), this makes me believe that it's their own inability to accept and love their bodies that makes them bitter with the way i love mine. Sad people are pathetic, in their minds others who they think shares their problem (although honestly, they are usually a lot bigger than me) should be as sad and bothered as them, therefore they try to bring you down by saying mean things about you.

Have you ever think people who says mean things about you this way? Coz i know for a fact that it's true... Why can't we all be a little kinder, a little more cautious with our words?
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Kesel ga sih kalo liat rambut lepek dan ga ngembang? Bawaannya pengen keramas mulu.
Tapi kdg mager mau keramas krn ribet rambut aku panjang gini, keringnya lama bgt 😌
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Kalo kalian ada problem mager yg sm kyk aku.
Nih, aku pake Batiste Cherry scent kalo lagi mager bgt tapi butuh rambut selalu on point.

Tinggal : shake > spray > massage > styling.

Less than 2 minutes !
I got my #AutoFreshHair. Rambut aku lgsg ngembang dan bisa tahan seharian. Mskpn #DiRumajAja, rambut harus ttp cetar dong 🙈 So, skrg no ribet ribet kalo pgn dapet rambut cakep dan fresh #NoMoreLepek ☘️
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Taking a break from close up, indoor, quarantine posts with posting a set of throwback OOTD (throw way back when i still sport a full front bangs 🤣, it's been a long while) i never posted while sharing my musings about some deeper issues.

Sharing this picture reminds me how uncomfortable i was that day, i carry my weight around my arms and thighs (and face) the most, while i can tell you i have a flat tummy, i sometimes joke about how my arms are not for public consumption because i i find them hideous. Do i hate my body? I truly don't. After many many years of struggling, i have finally accepted my body, but that doesn't mean i have no inscecurities about them. Ofc i do. I would still wear this dress but in the future, for my own comfort, i will pair it with something that covers my arms. Not because i am ashamed of them though, but because i want and deserve to feel good and comfortable.

This is something that most people fail to understand, body acceptance and body positivity is not a movement to glorify obesity (and anorexia), it is a movement to celebrate and accept being able to love yourself regardless of your shape and weight.

It's also a bit sad how people (especially Indonesian 🤣, i guess it is the same for some Asian countries) are also so ready to remind us how flawed we are (i will be sharing some stories that i wasn't ready to share before but i think i am now) and how it's supposed to be okay to make fun/comment on other people's bodies - and when the person's offended, then he/she is petty/unreasonable/cannot take joke. That is effed up.

If any of you managed to read my whole caption, feel free to share with me your own insecurities and if you find me raising such issues to be interesting?

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Swipe for eye makeup detail of this accidental My Little Mermaid 🧜‍♀️🧜‍♀️🧜‍♀️ look (this wasn't planned) because nowadays it feels like sin to put on makeup and not take as many pics as possible 😳. On the 💋 : @mamondeindonesia True Color Lipstick in 08.

Anyway, lots of you were commenting on those starfishes, there is a story behind them and it's quite amusing. Would you like to hear it?

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