If you are always trying to be normal, you will never know how 𝐚𝐦𝐚𝐳𝐢𝐧𝐠 you can be. 🔑
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Long story short, I used to be a camera shy person since I was a kid. Tapi lama kelamaan sejak nyemplung ke dunia ini, my confidence grow up because I’m slowly accepting myself for who I am✨(tapi bukan berarti jadi kepedean yess. Semua yang berlebihan itu tidak baik 🙂)
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Nah aku jadi mulai tau nih angle bagus aku dari kanan. Dan gak pede kalau angle nya kiri. Jadi ttp aja masih ada kurangnya. Namanya juga manusia hehe..
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One day aku diharuskan photoshoot pake angle kiri karena satu dan lain hal. This photoshoot is my 1st photoshoot yang mau ga mau harus foto dari angle kiri daan mengharuskan pake softlens karena ini photoshoot utk sebuah brand softlens.
Before this event, aku gapernah pake softlens karena mata aku gak ada minus/silinder. At that time rasanya insecuuuuuree banget & paniik. Udah pake softlens susaaah bgtt karena 1st timer, dibantu pakein sama team, trus pake ada drama softlens nya robek lah dll.
Tapi mau gimana? The show must go on & I’ve been working hard to get to this point (keep telling myself this)
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So I push myself to the limit supaya semua ga sia-sia. Turns out, pas liat hasilnya,,, ternyata..!! Melampaui ekspektasi!! Ga nyangka my other side of my face bisa bagus juga kayak gini daaan aku merasa pake softlens makes me look prettier smh 😳? Up until now, aku jadi pede sama angle kiri dan tambah bisa accept all my flaws, & aku malah jadi ketagihan pake softlens!! So all this time cuman mindset aku aja yang insecure itu nganggep angle kiri aku kurang bagus.
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I believe, apapun yang terjadi dalam hidup kita itu pasti ada hikmah nya. Mungkin sekarang berasanya struggle, tapi kedepannya itu pasti bakal buat kita menjadi orang yang lebih kuat atau leads us to better things. Other than that, please have TRUST in yourself, be grateful for who you are & accept your flaws. Because there’s nothing you can’t do IF you FIGHT for it. Dan jangan lupa buang jauh” itu kata ‘INSECURE’ 😉

Love,
A.L ♥️
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#ALorrainestory pt 1.
Like for #part2! There are still so many things I haven’t told you that might inspire you ☺️
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Vit C overdose 🧡🍊 New @innisfreeindonesia Jeju Hallabong Daily Skin Bright Brightening Pore Serum and Brightening Pore Sleeping Mask ✨ been trying out the serum and I feel my skin is liking it! Will show you on my #skinupdate within two weeks of use 🌟 hopefully it’ll help fade away my discoloration 🥰
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Words cuts.

Too often people finds it so easy to say things that they think is funny, or means nothing - just some flippant words for a cheap or two, but for some (i would say a lot) those words cuts. Deeper than you ever thought and for plenty of us who feels more, we carry it with us like scars.

I'm used to be teased, being bigger than your average petite Asian stereotypes, even when i was once skin and bones, i was never skinny enough for people to stop commenting about my body.

With my demeanor (i am naturally shy, some people mistaken my shyness as bitchiness and sometimes arrogance but when you are older than me/someone i know/a friend of a friend then i tend to hide my shyness with jokes and laughter - which again people mistaken as a welcome sign to say demeaning jokes about me) and my years-younger-appareance (young uns, i'm probably old enough to be your mother) it's just so easy to get too comfortable to say stupid things to me and think that it's okay.

What's weirder to me? Is those people who attacks with their snakey tounges usually have their own weight problems (on both spectrums), this makes me believe that it's their own inability to accept and love their bodies that makes them bitter with the way i love mine. Sad people are pathetic, in their minds others who they think shares their problem (although honestly, they are usually a lot bigger than me) should be as sad and bothered as them, therefore they try to bring you down by saying mean things about you.

Have you ever think people who says mean things about you this way? Coz i know for a fact that it's true... Why can't we all be a little kinder, a little more cautious with our words?
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#sufferwithme Makeup Challenge 👉🏻👈🏻
Kirain gampang ternyata susah sampe encok pinggangku 😌
Yuk sist ikutan bikin! Aku tau kamu bisa! 😛 @emalialh
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I don’t have much recomendation style of my hair but this is from my instastory 😂Which one do you like,1,2,3 or 4? You can comment in the below 💜🤣 Have a nice day 🌹🍂........ #clozetteid #hairstyles #hair #beauty #fashion #style #goodvibes #face #batak #instastory #effects #unfold

GIVEAWAY TIME⁣⁣Assalamualaikum gengs, for supported local brand nih saya mau ngajakin temen – temen semua merasakan nyamannya menggunakan sepatu dari @tokosepatujaya.id . ⁣⁣Tenang, gratis kok. Jadi saya bakalan kasi nih 6 sepatu gratisan untuk yang komen postingan ini di IG dan 6 sepatu gratisan juga untuk yang komen di blog. Tentu saja dengan syarat dan ketentuan yang berlaku, tapi tenang S&K nya ga sesulit mendapatkan jodoh kok, hihi. ⁣⁣Syarat dan ketentuannya tuh adalah : ⁣1. Wajib banget nih follow 3 akun yah : @tianlustiana @tokosepatujaya.id @foodiestudio ⁣2. Terus like deh postingan ini, mau share juga manga akan ada nilai tambahnya. ⁣3. Terus komen deh bilang “ Bismillah, saya mau sepatu gratisan dong!” kemudian ajakin 2 orang temen atau saudara atau gebetan atau mantan buat ikutan juga. ⁣4. Jangan spam komen yah, komen cukup sekali saja. ⁣5. Jangan lupa berdoa dulu sebelum komen biar menang, aamiin. ⁣⁣⁣Sepatu dan nomor sepatu bebas sesuai pilihan temen – temen dan bisa ceki – ceki di @katalogjaya.id ⁣⁣⁣PENGUMUMAN PEMENANG AKAN DIUMUMKAN DIINSTAGRAM INI DAN BLOG WWW.TIANLUSTIANA.COM TANGGAL 01 JUNI 2020. #TokoSepatuJayaID #GiveawayTianlustiana #Sepatugratisan #localbrand #sepatugratiskece #FoodieStudioXTokoSepatuJaya #BloggerBandung #BloggerBagiBagiSepatu #GiveawaySneaker #GiveawaySepatukeren #InfoGIveaway #GiveawayIndonesia #LikeForLike ⁣⁣ #clozetteid #ootd #Hotd #kidsootd #kidsofinstagram

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Swipe for eye makeup detail of this accidental My Little Mermaid 🧜‍♀️🧜‍♀️🧜‍♀️ look (this wasn't planned) because nowadays it feels like sin to put on makeup and not take as many pics as possible 😳. On the 💋 : @mamondeindonesia True Color Lipstick in 08.

Anyway, lots of you were commenting on those starfishes, there is a story behind them and it's quite amusing. Would you like to hear it?

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