I'm a total control freak and apparently (something that i never really consider myself to be before) quite a perfectionists, i am my own worst critics and i expect a little bit too much out of myself sometimes.

It's been 3 days where i feel like i've done nothing and it's making me feel even worse (on top of already feeling miserable. When men says PMS is not a thing, i'd like them to be injected with hormones similar to what we have during PMS and see how they handle the emotional rollercoaster), i've planned to do a makeup look (or 2, being an over achiever that i am) but the severe allergy attacks (i got huge bumps on my face), the lack of sleep due to the itchiness and the overall shitty feeling you get during PMS, i just couldn't force myself to do anything.

We all should be a little kinder to ourselves too and cut some slack, we are all experiencing some sort of stress and trauma, whether or not we even realize it, after all our normal life has just been cut and forced to be shelved for a few months already, it's only normal.

I am trying to give myself some time, to do nothing and let this emotional waves tide over, and tell myself i am not a failure just because of that.
Tomorrow we can start again.

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Being a girl means i need extra love, understanding and sweetness at least once a month... #stylenandapinkhotel #pinkhotel #stylenanda #cafebangkok #bangkokcafe #bangkok #pinkinthailand #clozetteid #sbybeautyblogger #beautynesiamember #bloggerceria #influencer #jalanjalan #wanderlust #blogger #indonesianblogger #surabayablogger #travelblogger #indonesianbeautyblogger #indonesiantravelblogger #girl #surabayainfluencer #travel #trip #pinkjalanjalan #bloggerperempuan #asian #thailand #bunniesjalanjalan #pinkinbangkok

Happy Sunday, beautiful people!Daripada stress dan butek (kayak aq yg lagi PMS), jalan-jalan virtual /throwback lagi aja deh. Bersyukur loh ternyata jadi hoarder to ada bagusnya juga di masa2 seperti ini hahaha, always a silver lining in every storm 🤣🤣🤣. Btw, aq suka banget sama packaging (dan blow up mock nya ofc) 3CE yang kayak Polly Pocket ini (meskipun aq tetep ga beli karena 3CE mahal ah 🙊🙊🙊, aku lebih prefer belanja merk2 makeup Thailand aja kalo lagi jj ksana, bagus2 lucu2 meskipun rata2 nyolong packaging Korea hahaha, tapi ga nolak kalo ada yg mau sponsorin 3CE sih 🤣🤣🤣), nostalgic banget karena selain Barbie, mainan fave aku waktu kecil tu Polly Pocket.Anak jaman sekarang tau Polly Pocket ga? Mereka ada lagi sih tp ga sama, jadi gede2 gitu ga seru 😣, Polly Pocket jamanku kecil2 super mini (choking hazard abis 🤣🤣🤣) dan aq inget banget pertama kali punya Polly Pocket tu dibeliin ccku pas dia pulang dari US (aq beda 11 taon sama ccku, jadi waktu dia k US sekitar late teensnya dia aq masih krucil hahaha), amazed banget sama mainan itu, thus began my obsession with Polly Pocket (dan nambah stress mamaku karena tambah banyak mainan yang aq minta hahaha, dulu Barbie ku aja ratusan 🤣🤣🤣). Kalo kalian, apa childhood toy favorite kalian? #stylenandapinkhotel #pinkhotel #stylenanda #cafebangkok #bangkokcafe #bangkok #pinkinthailand #clozetteid #sbybeautyblogger #beautynesiamember #bloggerceria #influencer #jalanjalan #wanderlust #blogger #indonesianblogger #surabayablogger #travelblogger #indonesianbeautyblogger #indonesiantravelblogger #girl #surabayainfluencer #travel #trip #pinkjalanjalan #bloggerperempuan #asian #thailand #bunniesjalanjalan #pinkinbangkok

This set makes me feel like one of my ultimate fave childhood toys, Polly Pockets! Oh how i miss them!
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Life is full of ups and downs, sometimes it's hard to see the light at the end of the darkness and all we have left is faith that it's all gonna be okay in the end.

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#pinkhotel #stylenanda
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#bangkok
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When there's no one to help you take pics : mirror selfie to the rescue!

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Sweets for sweeties 🍭🍭🍭. #stylenandapinkhotel
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Basically diabetes in a glass... Tho the drink was actually incredibly sour (maybe it tastes worse after all the cotton candy 😂). Don't ever attempt to have this by yourself, it sent us straight to sugar coma even though we shared it! #pinkhotel #stylenandapinkhotel #bangkokcafe #bangkok #pinkinthailand #clozetteid #sbybeautyblogger #beautynesiamember #bloggerceria #influencer #jalanjalan #wanderlust #blogger #indonesianblogger #surabayablogger #travelblogger #indonesianbeautyblogger #indonesiantravelblogger #surabayainfluencer #travel #trip #pinkjalanjalan #bloggerperempuan #thailand #bunniesjalanjalan #pinkinbangkok #instadrink #drinksofonstagram #cottoncandy #cottoncandydrink

Hey you👋 yes, you! the one looking at this picture... today remember that you're gorgeous and awesome!! 💕 #selfreminder #clozetteid #pink #pinkhotel #seoul .
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