Words cuts.

Too often people finds it so easy to say things that they think is funny, or means nothing - just some flippant words for a cheap or two, but for some (i would say a lot) those words cuts. Deeper than you ever thought and for plenty of us who feels more, we carry it with us like scars.

I'm used to be teased, being bigger than your average petite Asian stereotypes, even when i was once skin and bones, i was never skinny enough for people to stop commenting about my body.

With my demeanor (i am naturally shy, some people mistaken my shyness as bitchiness and sometimes arrogance but when you are older than me/someone i know/a friend of a friend then i tend to hide my shyness with jokes and laughter - which again people mistaken as a welcome sign to say demeaning jokes about me) and my years-younger-appareance (young uns, i'm probably old enough to be your mother) it's just so easy to get too comfortable to say stupid things to me and think that it's okay.

What's weirder to me? Is those people who attacks with their snakey tounges usually have their own weight problems (on both spectrums), this makes me believe that it's their own inability to accept and love their bodies that makes them bitter with the way i love mine. Sad people are pathetic, in their minds others who they think shares their problem (although honestly, they are usually a lot bigger than me) should be as sad and bothered as them, therefore they try to bring you down by saying mean things about you.

Have you ever think people who says mean things about you this way? Coz i know for a fact that it's true... Why can't we all be a little kinder, a little more cautious with our words?
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Taking a break from close up, indoor, quarantine posts with posting a set of throwback OOTD (throw way back when i still sport a full front bangs 🤣, it's been a long while) i never posted while sharing my musings about some deeper issues.

Sharing this picture reminds me how uncomfortable i was that day, i carry my weight around my arms and thighs (and face) the most, while i can tell you i have a flat tummy, i sometimes joke about how my arms are not for public consumption because i i find them hideous. Do i hate my body? I truly don't. After many many years of struggling, i have finally accepted my body, but that doesn't mean i have no inscecurities about them. Ofc i do. I would still wear this dress but in the future, for my own comfort, i will pair it with something that covers my arms. Not because i am ashamed of them though, but because i want and deserve to feel good and comfortable.

This is something that most people fail to understand, body acceptance and body positivity is not a movement to glorify obesity (and anorexia), it is a movement to celebrate and accept being able to love yourself regardless of your shape and weight.

It's also a bit sad how people (especially Indonesian 🤣, i guess it is the same for some Asian countries) are also so ready to remind us how flawed we are (i will be sharing some stories that i wasn't ready to share before but i think i am now) and how it's supposed to be okay to make fun/comment on other people's bodies - and when the person's offended, then he/she is petty/unreasonable/cannot take joke. That is effed up.

If any of you managed to read my whole caption, feel free to share with me your own insecurities and if you find me raising such issues to be interesting?

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I've received this @mamondeindonesia
True Color Lipstick from @glitzmediaco 's giveaway and since i am planning a full blown review on my blog, it's gonna take a little while but i thought i am going to give you a little update since i've been using 3 out of the 7 so far.

I love traditional lipstick bullets the most, so i did expect to enjoy this and i wasn't mistaken. It is smooth, with pretty good color payoff (it's soft tho so if you want like a very bold coverage then you gotta apply a few layers), has pretty shades, comfortable and the bold shades have beautiful staining effect.

So far the most muted and nuetral shade i tried is 08 that you can see me wearing in the previous photo.

I really enjoy these lipsticks but you gotta be patient for in depth review with swatches 😉. I have a copy of one of the shades and have decided to put it in one of my future giveaways, will you be interested to try it?

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I admit that 90% of my reviews and products featured in my IGs are sponsored/gitfted, and while those factor never matter in how honest i am when reviewing them, i do still buy stuffs sometimes (rarely makeup and never skin care, but i still shop 🙊) and i'd love to review them too when i can.I bought this @brunbrun_paris because i ran out of sponge backup and recently began to use it. It's a pack of regular sized beauty blended inspired puff and a mini sized one and obvi i was attracted to the pink shades 🙊. They are a lot softer than i expected, very nice quality and they grow a lot bigger when you wet them. I love the big sponge but hate the fact that it's such a soft pink shade that you pretty much ruin it from the first use 😳. The smaller one is a but too thin in design and that makes it hard for me to grip (fyi, i am used to mini beauty blenders too and usually they are wider but shorter, apparently that is easier to hold) so it's not my fave.Price wise, it's actually in the middle, it's not too expensive actually, but as i am used to Miniso prices (for this price i can get a pack of 2/3 🙊, sorry i'm kiasu), i do find it a little bit too expensive, but it is a fair price for the quality. Will i repurchase? I would explore other sponges first 🙊, the unbranded ones, the Miniso ones and maybe the local branded ones - if i don't find anything that is comparable, i would definitely go back and repurchase this/Althea's one.Still recommended, if you are not as stingy as me 🤣. #ReviewwithMindy #brunbrunparis #beautyblender #makeupsponge #pink #makeuptools #makeuptoolsreview #beautybloggerid #beautybloggerindonesia #brunbrun #brunbrunsponge #makeupspongereview #clozetteid #sbybeautyblogger #beautynesiamember #bloggerceria #bloggerperempuan #bbloggerid #indonesianfemalebloggers #review #influencer #beautyinfluencer #SURABAYABEAUTYBLOGGER #girl #asian #beautysocietyid #itsbeautycommunity #indobeautysquad #indobeautygram #SURABAYABEAUTYBLOGGER #surabayabeautyinfluencer

Details and swatches of @easypeasy_cosmetics for the shade Pink Tiles.It looks very neon and bright on the stick but once your apply and blend, it's actually a sweet but not loud bubble gum pink, the intensity can be build but if you apply softly, the result is pretty subtle.As i am a pretty extra person, i had to use a few other complimenting pink shades on my eyelids for the end result and Pink Tiles is way too pale for the lips so i added a brighter pink in the center so look less pale.Formula wise, it's definitely wearable on the eyes, cheeks and blush and it feels totally comfortable. It has a smooth, velvety, powdery finish so it doesn't shift or move easily and it also doesn't make my skin feels greasy (which is my concern with cream/stick type of products as i have oily skin). Very cute, travel friendly, easy to use, easy to blend, fun product to have, don't forget to get it only from my Charis Shop (Mindy83) or typehttps://bit.ly/easypeasyMindy83 for a special price. #charisceleb #easypeasy #easypeasycoloringstick #koreanbeauty #koreanmakeup #ReviewwithMindy #coloringstick #multipurposemakeup #pink #koreancosmetics #kcosmetics #clozetteid #sbybeautyblogger #beautynesiamember #bloggerceria #bloggerperempuan #bbloggerid #indonesianfemalebloggers #review #influencer #beautyinfluencer #SURABAYABEAUTYBLOGGER #endorsement #endorsementid #endorsersby #kawaiiaesthetic #openendorsement #beautysocietyid #itsbeautycommunity

Super fast and easy makeup on the go? Want to look cute but no time/too lazy to put on an effort?Sudden video call/unexpected visitor while you just woke up?I have a fun little solution for y'[email protected]_cosmetics Coloring Stick that can be used all over your face (here i am using mine on my eyes, my cheeks and lips but it's a bit pale for me so i ombre'd it), and voila! You're ready to conquer the world!My shade is Pink Tiles, a bright, sweet and playful pink that is simply fun! There are also 6 other shades available so don't worry if you like a more neutral or earthy shades, they also got you covered 😉. It's also very easily blender, not patchy, works well on top of powders and has a soft powdery finish. Swatch of Pink Tiles in details will be on my next post and if you are interested you can grab it with special price at my Charis Shop (Mindy83) or type https://bit.ly/easypeasyMindy83 to go directly to the page! #charisceleb #easypeasy #easypeasycoloringstick #koreanbeauty #koreanmakeup #ReviewwithMindy #coloringstick #multipurposemakeup #pink #koreancosmetics #kcosmetics #clozetteid #sbybeautyblogger #beautynesiamember #bloggerceria #bloggerperempuan #bbloggerid #indonesianfemalebloggers #review #influencer #beautyinfluencer #SURABAYABEAUTYBLOGGER #endorsement #endorsementid #endorsersby #girl #openendorsement #beautysocietyid #itsbeautycommunity

One Brand Review of @skindalab_beautiqueBy @skindaclinic.aesthetic is up on the blog!Go to https://bit.ly/skindalabreview (direct link ada di bio) untuk kupas tuntas tentang produk-produknya Skinda Lab mulai dari skincare sampe ke bodycare!Jangan lupa masih ada diskon 25% juga di Shopee mereka lho sampe tanggal 24 Mei 😉. #reviewwithMindy #clozetteid #sbybeautyblogger #bloggerindonesia #bloggerceria #beautynesiamember #influencer #beautyinfluencer #surabayablogger #SurabayaBeautyBlogger #bbloggerid #beautybloggerid #bloggerperempuan #beautysocietyid #indonesianfemalebloggers #indobeautysquad #itsbeautycommunity #skinda #skindalab #sheetmask #skindalabsheetmask #whiteningsheetmask #facialmask #girl #asian #review #endorsementid #endorsersby #influencersurabaya #surabayainfluencer

Deets of my signature Libra look that's apparently always Simple Glam and Expensive.

It's a simple eye makeup with a little more effort as i did a cut crease to lay the subtle glitter. A kind of look that i just realized i do a lot whenever i'm going out so i guess the horoscope's pretty spot on?

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Wearable makeup according to your Zodiac collab with my luvely fwends.

I'm a Libra and according all articles that's related to horoscope and makeup i should look lavish, expensive and glam but still simple.

One of the articles says :
Libra: Expressive and dynamic, a Libra woman enjoys making a distinctive statement with her looks as well as her personality. Classic red lips teamed with minimalistic makeup is exactly what she needs to make her feel she can take on the world, and look classically stylish while doing so.

Since classic red lips is so boring i wore a much deeper and darker lip color (which i achieve by layering 3 different lipsticks including a black one although i probably have 100 of a ready to wear similar shade 🤣. Check out the other zodiacs' looks by my friends and stay tuned for details.

PS : this is just part 1, we'd be back with another version soon!

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