I'm a total control freak and apparently (something that i never really consider myself to be before) quite a perfectionists, i am my own worst critics and i expect a little bit too much out of myself sometimes.

It's been 3 days where i feel like i've done nothing and it's making me feel even worse (on top of already feeling miserable. When men says PMS is not a thing, i'd like them to be injected with hormones similar to what we have during PMS and see how they handle the emotional rollercoaster), i've planned to do a makeup look (or 2, being an over achiever that i am) but the severe allergy attacks (i got huge bumps on my face), the lack of sleep due to the itchiness and the overall shitty feeling you get during PMS, i just couldn't force myself to do anything.

We all should be a little kinder to ourselves too and cut some slack, we are all experiencing some sort of stress and trauma, whether or not we even realize it, after all our normal life has just been cut and forced to be shelved for a few months already, it's only normal.

I am trying to give myself some time, to do nothing and let this emotional waves tide over, and tell myself i am not a failure just because of that.
Tomorrow we can start again.

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Being a girl means i need extra love, understanding and sweetness at least once a month... #stylenandapinkhotel
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Happy Sunday, beautiful people!

Daripada stress dan butek (kayak aq yg lagi PMS), jalan-jalan virtual /throwback lagi aja deh. Bersyukur loh ternyata jadi hoarder to ada bagusnya juga di masa2 seperti ini hahaha, always a silver lining in every storm 🤣🤣🤣. Btw, aq suka banget sama packaging (dan blow up mock nya ofc) 3CE yang kayak Polly Pocket ini (meskipun aq tetep ga beli karena 3CE mahal ah 🙊🙊🙊, aku lebih prefer belanja merk2 makeup Thailand aja kalo lagi jj ksana, bagus2 lucu2 meskipun rata2 nyolong packaging Korea hahaha, tapi ga nolak kalo ada yg mau sponsorin 3CE sih 🤣🤣🤣), nostalgic banget karena selain Barbie, mainan fave aku waktu kecil tu Polly Pocket.

Anak jaman sekarang tau Polly Pocket ga? Mereka ada lagi sih tp ga sama, jadi gede2 gitu ga seru 😣, Polly Pocket jamanku kecil2 super mini (choking hazard abis 🤣🤣🤣) dan aq inget banget pertama kali punya Polly Pocket tu dibeliin ccku pas dia pulang dari US (aq beda 11 taon sama ccku, jadi waktu dia k US sekitar late teensnya dia aq masih krucil hahaha), amazed banget sama mainan itu, thus began my obsession with Polly Pocket (dan nambah stress mamaku karena tambah banyak mainan yang aq minta hahaha, dulu Barbie ku aja ratusan 🤣🤣🤣). Kalo kalian, apa childhood toy favorite kalian?

#stylenandapinkhotel
#pinkhotel #stylenanda
#cafebangkok #bangkokcafe
#bangkok
#pinkinthailand
#clozetteid #sbybeautyblogger #beautynesiamember #bloggerceria #influencer #jalanjalan #wanderlust #blogger #indonesianblogger #surabayablogger #travelblogger #indonesianbeautyblogger #indonesiantravelblogger #girl #surabayainfluencer #travel #trip #pinkjalanjalan #bloggerperempuan #asian #thailand #bunniesjalanjalan #pinkinbangkok

Swatches of my blush collections💞
Swipe for details👉
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@eminacosmetics Cheeklit Cream Blush Nudie Brown. Produk ini warnanya coklat nude, cocok untuk daily makeup. Teksturnya yg creamy bikin gampang diblend. .
@makeoverid Multiflix Matte Blusher. Shade Rose Hour ini warna pinknya seger banget dan lumayan pigmented. .
@madame.gie Sweet Cheek Blushed shade 03. Produk ini harganya paling affordable diantara yang lain tapi juga kualitasnya oke, warnanya pigmented bgt. Harus hati2 pas pake supaya nggak ngeblok.
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@eminacosmetics Cheeklit Pressed Blush Sugarcane. Waktu itu beli ini karena pengen bgt pnya blush warna orange/peach, dan sama sekali ga nyesel. Oke bgt untuk daily.
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@lakmemakeup Absolute Blush Duos Pink Blush. Produk ini didalamnya ada 2 warna, bright pink dan peach. Tapi biasanya pas mau pake aku campur aja dan jadinya pink seger gitu. Pake ini pas lagi pengen makeup yang shimmery.
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@4u2cosmetics Love Me More M1. Waktu itu beli ini di Thailand karena disana hits bgt. Produk ini bener2 pigmented dan warnanya cantik banget, tapi lumayan bold jadi harus pelan2 pas applynya.
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Kalo blush favorit kalian apa niih?
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#blush #blushswatches
#swatches #makeupswatches #makeup #makeupaddict #socobeautynetwork #clozetteid #cchannelbeautyid #beautynesia #femaledaily #eminacheeklit #makeovermultifixmatteblusher #4u2thailand #madamegie #tampilcantik

Sometimes i like to be a little silly... Okay more like all the time 🙄. #throwback
#linevillagebangkok
#linevillage #itchyfeet #travelinfluencer
#traveltheworld
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The rush of a new adventure... I can't wait to feel it in my veins once again.. #throwback #pinkinthailand #pinkinhuahin #clozetteid #sbybeautyblogger #beautynesiamember #bloggerceria #influencer #jalanjalan #wanderlust #blogger #indonesianblogger #surabayablogger #travelblogger #indonesianbeautyblogger #indonesiantravelblogger #girl #surabayainfluencer #travel #trip #pinkjalanjalan #lifestyle #bloggerperempuan #asian #ootd #santoriniparkchaam #santorinipark #santoriniparkstay #thailand #huahin

Seeing good news from some countries, seeing Instastories of people in other countries starting to get out cautiously gives my heart hope, i'll be our turn soon.Fingers crossed... #throwback #pinkinthailand #pinkinhuahin #clozetteid #sbybeautyblogger #beautynesiamember #bloggerceria #influencer #jalanjalan #wanderlust #blogger #indonesianblogger #surabayablogger #travelblogger #indonesianbeautyblogger #indonesiantravelblogger #girl #surabayainfluencer #travel #trip #pinkjalanjalan #lifestyle #bloggerperempuan #asian #ootd #santoriniparkchaam #santorinipark #santoriniparkstay #thailand #huahin

Kota Sapporo di Pulau Hokkaido Jepang menjadi lokasi film "One Day" , film Thailand populer yang disutradarai oleh Banjong 🎬

Film ini memperlihatkan semua obyek wisata di Sapporo. Penonton merasakan fitur romantis dan eksotis dari musim dingin Hokkaido! ❄️🌨️ Ah, akhirnya kesampaian jg daku ke kota yang jadi lokasi salah 1 film Thailand yang kusuka 😍 Pas akhir tahun/winter pula seperti yang diimpikan oleh tokoh di film tsb. Saat "Meet & Greet" dengan sutradara & pemain2nya daku ikutan dong...mereka ke Grand Indonesia Jakarta. Cast cowoknya favoritku nih.... Chantavit Dhanasevi - ฉันทวิชช์ ธนะเสวี . Kufollow jg IG-nya, tp nggak usah dimention deh 😅

#traveler
#Sapporo #Japan #Traveling #wanderlust #balqis57travel #clozetteid

Hayo, udah pada join Giveaway ku belom? Aku tungguin lho 🙊... #throwback #pinkinthailand #pinkinhuahin #clozetteid #sbybeautyblogger #beautynesiamember #bloggerceria #influencer #jalanjalan #wanderlust #blogger #indonesianblogger #surabayablogger #travelblogger #indonesianbeautyblogger #indonesiantravelblogger #girl #surabayainfluencer #travel #trip #pinkjalanjalan #bloggerperempuan #asian #ootd #santoriniparkchaam #santorinipark #santoriniparkstay #thailand #huahin #bunniesjalanjalan