Still remember my conversation with my mom last week. For the first time in 5 years, she asked about my love relationship.

This year taught me so much about love. I've been hurt, rejected, and also broken hearted. My closest friends knew how I deal with it in this 5 months.

I found someone that love me so much while we couldn't be together because a classic reason....which is our belief. 😂 I played Tinder (oh, I'm not ashamed to admit it, LOL), had dates, and chat with many men.

But the best thing is I learnt to love myself more and more. Learning something beside beauty and I really love them. Being closer with my family and friends. Got so many experiences and met good people. Learnt to forgive people who hurt me before.

Well, in the end, I only told her that I'm fine. I'm single and happy about that. I still pursue my dreams. For now, I want to focus with myself but still don't mind to hang out with man someday.

I didn't want her knew how struggle this year for me. Because now, I'm really happy with myself after what happened in past 12 months 😂

So yeah, thank you, next.

Yah, aku jadi curhat deh. 😂 Kalau kalian bagaimana? Apa yg 2018 ajarkan pada kalian?

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