I wanna tell you a reflection. Call me a naive, but it happened to me. For these past few years, I've been telling myself that I was lost right when I hit 22. It feels like everything stopped right in that age.-At the beginning, I thought that I've been trapped. But no, I chose this and I still do. Maybe a part of me feel like I'm being left out, but some parts feel like this is the phase of growing. I might lost, but I'm still aware of myself. This is I choose and what God tell me to do when I already take this option. So, actually, I'm not that lost.-Feeling that my age stopped in 22 is because probably I regret of the choices I took before. From now on, I don't. I'm already in the phase where I take full responsibilty of all the options that I choose. No need to be upset about because this is who I really am. In order to be in this phase, I need to feel lost to recognize that these are all worthy at the end of the dat.-Out there, there are SO MANY better options for my life. The question will be, will I take them in order to challenge myself to be better?