Taking a break from close up, indoor, quarantine posts with posting a set of throwback OOTD (throw way back when i still sport a full front bangs 🤣, it's been a long while) i never posted while sharing my musings about some deeper issues.

Sharing this picture reminds me how uncomfortable i was that day, i carry my weight around my arms and thighs (and face) the most, while i can tell you i have a flat tummy, i sometimes joke about how my arms are not for public consumption because i i find them hideous. Do i hate my body? I truly don't. After many many years of struggling, i have finally accepted my body, but that doesn't mean i have no inscecurities about them. Ofc i do. I would still wear this dress but in the future, for my own comfort, i will pair it with something that covers my arms. Not because i am ashamed of them though, but because i want and deserve to feel good and comfortable.

This is something that most people fail to understand, body acceptance and body positivity is not a movement to glorify obesity (and anorexia), it is a movement to celebrate and accept being able to love yourself regardless of your shape and weight.

It's also a bit sad how people (especially Indonesian 🤣, i guess it is the same for some Asian countries) are also so ready to remind us how flawed we are (i will be sharing some stories that i wasn't ready to share before but i think i am now) and how it's supposed to be okay to make fun/comment on other people's bodies - and when the person's offended, then he/she is petty/unreasonable/cannot take joke. That is effed up.

If any of you managed to read my whole caption, feel free to share with me your own insecurities and if you find me raising such issues to be interesting?

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A self reminder ❤️To be yourself in a world that is constantly trying to make you something else is the greatest accomplishment -ralph w.e..... #qotd #potd #motd #style #clozetteid #clozette #bloggirlsid

Seeing everyone playing with #makeup , paying attention to details , from #cutcrease to #graphiceyeliner 😊 it reminds me when I start my #Makeuplife as an #makeupartist 😊♥️
Thank you for encouraging me to push my boundaries. It was an answer to my pray 🙏
#memories ••• Last nite, when everything done, my Sony camera 📷 decided to give up on me 😆😆😆 And somehow today it gets fixed by itself 😅😅😅 Must be tired serving me all these years 😅😅😅
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REMINISCING 2019 MOMENTS, AND HERE WE ARE, ONE OF MY FAVORITES AND REMINDERS FOR YOU ✨ • Just so you know that, you don’t need someone’s approval to become yourself. Dan buat kalian yang masih suka untuk judge or disrespect someone’s personal interest, mendingan kalian lebih baik diam dan yaudah gak usah berkata apa apa gitu. Kalau gak suka (postingan seseorang) then just don’t double tap it. Kalau gak suka sama orangnya yang ada di depan mata, then just ignored and try to respect at least.
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Don’t bombarded a negative comments guys. Setiap orang punya tastenya dan stylenya masing masing 🔥
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Outfit of the Day : Warehouse Special 🛢 Anyway I‘m aware of the lateness, but I have just started watching Money Heist lately ☎️ This outfit reminds me of the pack! Who’s your favorite gang member? Mine’s Denver & Nairobi!
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Rented this red dress from @styletheoryid ♥️
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My first love when it comes to makeup is probably Maybelline, when i first started wearing makeup, almost all of my products are from them.I haven't been keeping up with them lately but i am super glad that i finally do, because i am reminded by why i love the brand so much - behold, i just found my new favorite powder! It's Maybelline Fit Me! 12H Oil Control Power 😍. It was love at the first brush (coz i use brush to apply my powder okay haha), the powder gives my skin a wonderful smooth and healthy appearance with enough coverage (i'd say it has medium coverage) without any cakeyness at all.I have oily skin and while some powders would look like trash on me after a few hours, Fit Me! Is one those super rare powders (so far i only tried 3 powders that has this kind of effect!) That makes your complexion looks better after hours of usage!I wore it out for a photoshoot and it survived the meltingly hot weather and my profuse sweating intact, instead it gives me a healthy glow minus the greasiness it usually follows.To say that i am in love with this powder is an understatement, i cannot recommend it enough! Oh, my friend who has dry skin (y'all know i've super oily skin!) also loves this powder so it seems to be working wonderfully for all skin types!Btw, I have also decided to create a new hashtag for you so you can search for all my reviews easier, all reviews (sponsored or not) will be using #reviewwithMindy (let's hope i also won't forget HAHAHA). #12jambebasminyak #maybellineindonesia #maybellinefitme #powderreview #maybellinefitmeoilcontrolpowder #getthelookid #clozetteid #sbybeautyblogger #bloggerindonesia #bloggerceria #beautynesiamember #influencer #beautyinfluencer #beautysocietyid #itsbeautycommunity #surabayablogger #SurabayaBeautyBlogger #bbloggerid #beautybloggerid #bloggerperempuan #beautysocietyid #indonesianfemalebloggers #indobeautysquad #review #influencersurabaya #endorsement #openendorsement #surabayainfluencer

Me during #selfquarantine = PJ’s 24/7 😆 anyone can relate? That’s why finding a comfy PJ’s is essential for me ❤️ here’s one by @sleepywell_sleepwear , the colour reminded me of the festive 🎄season 🥰 indeed a mood booster! .
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One thing that I crave every time I'm in a wedding party is lasagna. To be frank, tonight's lasagna is the bomb! That seasoned minced beef filling reminds me of the ones that I had in the outback. This photo is captured prior to nausea caused by lasagna overdose 😅 #clozetteid

besok weekend, udah pasang reminder buat nonton #thekingeternalmonarch 🥰
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